Today was a tough day. I had absolutely no energy. I can't imagine going anywhere or doing anything. It's going on 6 pm.
Meanwhile my garden looks absolutely fantastic, green and lush and wonderful. Is it a reflection of my life? I don't know. I'm not unhappy but I'm not happy either. But I am contributing to the world, so that has me satisfied. I just want to get myself on the right track and not give up hope.
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About Me
The Road To Sanity
I write this as a testament to the human spirit. As someone who is searching for a standard of normalcy in an imperfect world, I write this to shed some light on what it is I am looking for and determine what direction, if any, I am going.
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